Ok my muslim friends i need answers, i feel like dying?

Don't worry sis inshallah you'll be better. If u r patient with this pain, and think to yourself, ok this is from Allah so I'm going to take it, Allah will reward u. Don't think of ppl who r better off than u, think the opposite. Ya u seem pretty bad off, but your Muslim brothers and sisters around the world r enduring way more than u r. Some of them r dying, being wounded, losing parents and so much more. Hey, at least u can walk right? I mean, if u couldn't, u think ur making it hard for ur parents now, but if u couldn't walk just think how hard your life and your parents would be. Hey go to YouTube and search bilal Phillips euthanasia. I'd send u the link bit I can't from here. It describes ppl in situations like u, and it tells u Allah puts us in pain like this bc it's a test. Be patient and inshallah ull feel better.